You cannot enjoy your relationship, you are jealously jealous. Even if you argue that you have not made any special efforts for this, it does not look like that from the outside. You have to put an end to this game.
You will throw yourself in the bosom of the jobs that are waiting for you, and you will spend the day with them. You can get news from the talks you have been hoping for.
Your earnings are very satisfactory, the main reason you suffer is a little wasteful. But luck with money is always with you. You will have news that you will be happy before arriving in a few days.
You need to do a research on the source of the information you get back. This information may mislead you.


