It may also be due to the reasons that do not originate from you, as if you were not in an endless sense of trust. You do not have enough information about the references he has received about you.
Your workplace needs you. But this does not mean a complete job security. Knowing that there are other places where you can evaluate your energy and talents much better puts you in comfortable behavior.
Being unable to restrict your private expenses explains how you can go as you would. However, you have difficulty in telling your relatives about your livelihoods against your earnings.
For now, you should prove to him that your relationship is not in danger. Your lover wants trust. If you can give this trust to him, it will make your togetherness more meaningful.


