The complex personality, which seems to be a distant attraction, seems to have started to push you early in a close relationship. As you started the relationship, you knew that you were holding the hand of a difficult character. You can give your relationship some more advance.
You will receive news from the end of your preference order, but still say it is a door of hope. You look at your applications selectively so that they do not suit your circumstances.
The days when you will take a safer job and get rid of money problems are not far away. It is very clear that you will not be able to level up without finishing your business problem. But you should not be upset, your references are very reassuring.
There may be situations where you mix imagination and optimism. While looking into the future with hope, some pessimism can be useful to you.