You shouldn't force it for a while. He will tell everything when he is ready. The subject you want to be enlightened needs privacy for a while. Obviously, your lover is not yet ready to share the matter with you.
You feel that new quests will bring you. This feeling will not mislead you. You are going through a very creative circuit. You may need attachments where you can develop your creativity enough.
You need to create a detailed account before entering the big expense you think. Perhaps you should postpone some of your needs and not come to the drives of your credit card.
You should be more open. It makes no sense to display insensitive attitudes on subjects you are sensitive to. What is happening around you is very important to you, but it will be good to show that you care enough about them.


