Your partner looks like the person you love, not the person you love. You continue this unfair relationship. You are doing wrong to him and yourself. He is excited to love someone soaked. You can not understand how unfair you are doing to yourself.
You have a problem. However, you can solve it with one of the administrative staff. But then you will be the whistleblower of a colleague you love. Your two feet appear on a shoe.
You are slowly getting rid of the boredom. Your view of money is very human. You have neither love nor respect for him. You just need it. With your humble expectations, you will not have any more money.
You are the only supporter of an illegal love affair around you. The number of strict prescriptive people around this love is not small. You have to be cautious.


