Understanding your mistakes, albeit late, will not be able to provide a softening in the short term. You seem a little late to turn around and start something again.
It should not be disappointing that there is no response from the applications you make. Your face may be laughing soon. You have relationship problems in your business life. You don't seem to want to endure these relationships any more
You have to enter large debts and avoid unnecessary shopping, and cut the spending a little more. You have been unable to balance your money business for a while.
Approaching some events emotionally can cause problems. It would be useful to file your hypersensitivity a little bit recently.


