Whoever gave you this tactic wrong. You will not get anywhere by selling yourself slow, maybe you will lose it. Instead of being informed from the wrong places, you need to look at your past experiences.
There is a job that you mainly focus on. If you pass this, you think your horizon will open. However, the reservoir of the work is a bit abundant for your savings, you should see this too.
It seems that you have put the situation into a difficult situation with your recent expenses. Nobody could convince you of the unnecessaryness of these. But you're used to hurling the money and getting upset later.
You have to finish the job that concerns many people and awaits a solution from you as you started.


